Lately I’m in the mood for a little peace of mind that doesn’t come from the fantasy of some all-knowing, all-loving, would-be higher power out there watching over me. It feels too much like living under the shadow of a parent, and I had enough of that already. I’d rather have the kind of personal faith that can make me – for once in my life – content with what I have, despite the world always shoving the fact in my face that I’ve been tried and always found wanting.
A fresh change of perspective is in order. Hence, these titles on my reading list.
The Teachings of the Compassionate Buddha, Edited by E. A. Burtt
I’ve gotten interested in Buddhism only recently and this was the first book that I’ve bought to study it. It reads so much like my old readings in college Philosophy, over-long sentences and paragraphs that are often at least a couple of inches long. Too bad that I hadn’t taken this before. It would’ve answered a lot of questions on how was I supposed to respond to a life filled and defined by suffering.
Zen Flesh, Zen Bones: A Collection of Zen and Pre-Zen Writings Compiled by Raul Reps
Another recent addition to my collection. I’ve bought this alongside the Buddhism book in case the latter would be too text-heavy for me to handle – which it was. This book features several Zen koans, mostly short stories that I can easily digest better, though most of which provide enough food for thought to keep me awake at night. No really.
Reading between the lines have never been so thought-provoking before.
The Te of Piglet by Benjamin Hoff
This book was recommended to me by an acquaintance back in college. It was when we had discovered the Tao of Pooh book from the same author and he advised me to look for this title since it fits my personal problem more. I only managed to get a copy a few years later when my little sister found it in a second-hand book shop in her university.
It’s been a while since I got this out of the shelf and now seems a good enough time as any. The book teaches about virtue, not the proof of good behavior as we usually put it, but the kind of spiritual strength that comes naturally for each of us yet unaware of it and how to make it more apparent. That’s practically the gist of what the book is teaching, and the analogy made with Piglet’s character in Winnie the Pooh makes things easier to understand.
I got another list of books I also want to finish reading by June which I’ll put up within the week. ‘Cuz I’ll always need a healthy dose of fiction to take a break from all the heavy thinking.